Thursday, January 28, 2010

time: 4.10am
location: work
doing: eating chips, drinking chrysanthemum tea, listening to class 95fm..
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my god.. my eyes is so blur right now... the reason is because i just woke up... yawn!!!
this is wat happen.. went for break at 1am... watch paris hilton and nicole ritchie simple life finish at 2am then watch bachelor rome and finish at 3am.. went out to the nurses station.. then mata takleh angkat seh.. so put my head down and slept till 4.05am.. and now my eyes is so blur... time pass so fast today.. because i slept!! hehehe...

yahoo!!!!!!! im officially happy.. today is my last night!!! finishing soon... the next round of night will be with kamsina at least ader teman bebual... this round ngan budak philipines ader susah sikit arh.. dorang suka diam... boring jer...

this is wat going to happen over my weekend:

friday: having a reunion dinner with ex-ward76 and present ward 76.. hahha.. actually my collegue.. eating at sakura at woodlands... so excited!! cant wait to see those crazy girls.. miss them so much!!

saturday: going to singapore flyer with fadli then malam go chalet... mayb overnight arh.. if im tired then i will go home lar..

sunday: sleep?? hahaha..

mit fadli just now.. have not mit him for 4 days... to tell u the truth i think this is the longest day i have not mit him in our relationship of 3 yrs +++.. alamak break record.. he told me that... hehee... mit him at novena..

he told me he got smt for me.. and i asked wat is it... he gave a beautiful ring!! it is so beautiful ring!!! with diamonds!!! i asked him how much was it?? he said its expensive.. its a surprise... and as u knoe.. i have been with him almost coming to 4 yrs and we mit everyday or mayb 2 day once.. and i knew him very well.. i know when is he lying or when he is serious.. so by the look of his face, i knew he is lying!! i told him i know its fake and i know that he is lying.. so when i look into the plastic bag i saw the receipt... he was pulling it away from me.. but i snatch it away from him.. the ring cost $60+ but he paid for $30+ because have 50% discount!! i looked at him.. i asked the reason u buy this ring because have 50% right if not u not going to buy for me right? and he said yes!!! alamak!!! wanted to scold him but instead i laugh!!! suddenly i feel its so funny!!! how can someone who is 27 years old guy buy for his fiancee a FAKE ring!! oh my god!! my fiance is crazy!! and then he still got the guts to continue telling me.. the auntie told him the ring cannot get in contact with perfume or swimming pool or cholorox!! alamak this guy arh.. anyway the ring is from heart to heart.. aiyah!! but actually the ring is nice lar.. if its a real diamond i think it will cost ard $2k++. so u can imagine how beautiful the ring is...

ok lar got to go.. yahoo!!! my last night!! next week going to go through all this again!! haish!! im looking forward for my weekend!! ok see ya.. got to surf the internet then take my patient parameters!! see ya~

end time: 4.35am.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

time: 1.10am.
location: work
doing: updating the blog while listening to class 95fm and drinking milk tea.
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yahoo! ive already put up my chatbox already... comfirm flooded nyer!! i knew it already!!
ok today is my 3rd night... last night for tmr... cant wait..

anyway i came to work just now feeling so worried.. im afraid sister lee lai meng will scold me abt my leave... so i was praying hopefully she didnt shout at me.. so wat i did was i reach work ard 8.50pm and straight away go into her room..i didnt want to run away from her.... the reason is because if she wants to shout at me at least its in her room nobody hear.. if not she will find me and shout at me infront of everyone...

so i went into her room and told her that im sorry that i took leave on sunday but i really dun knoe its not allowed to take leave on sunday...(padahal i know tapi buat buat tak tau arh).. to my surprise she didnt shout.. she say its ok.. she accept my leave already.. the thing that make her angry is that no manager told her that im taking leave.. well actually thats all.. im so relieve right now... she said well wat can she do anyway i took the leave already!! thats right!! at last she is using her brains to think!! hehehe...

sister lee lai meng told me that im not going to do permanent night but im going to do 12 hours of shift.. so it will be 8am- 8pm or 8pm - 8am... nvm lar.. watever it is.. let me work lar.. i need the money....

fadli told me he got his pay already.. so matilar kau!! hehehe... nolar.. he ask me to book for his family smt lar... i guess it a chalet arh... so i asked him wats his mastercard number... he gave it to me!! WRONG MOVE!! hehehe.. after helping him booked the chalet or smt.. i went to booked singapore flyer for saturday.. after booked then i tell him.. he asked for wat booked sg flyer?? why never ask him first?? and i told him very simple.. it is because if i tell u first then sure u dun let me booked... so i booked first then i tell u... he said no more booking.. he asked me to delete his mastercard number.. tapi dah terlambat dah booked pon!! yes at last got to go singapore flyer!!

got a forward msg from mak.. DUDE HERLINO coming to singapore!!!!!!!!!! AARRGGHH!!!!! I WANT TO GO AND MIT HIM!!!!! the ticket cost $38 & $60. mak was saying kiter belik jer lar $38 nyer ticket.... ALAMAK!! i want the $60 ticket.. Mak say kalau $60 nyer depan sangat lar... shesh!! -_- duh!!! isnt that the reason why its more expensive infront because many people wanna be infront!!! kalau $38 nyer mightself tunggu kat carpark seh 4 dude!!! OH MY GOD!! its like a dream come true for me... i really wanna mit DUDE!! he is the man of my dream!!

i remember dulu if me and mak watching MNC cerita intan.. and when i saw this DUDE face.. i always tell mak.. "MAK KALAU LAR DUDE MATAHAIR NIT.. ISHE TAKNAK LEPAS KAN DIER SEH..!!" and mak will always respond "KALAU DUDE MATAHAIR KAU AKU SURUH KAWIN TERUS TAKYAH NAK HEGEH HEGEH!!".. hahhaha...

im all alone in the ward right now... luzmil went to sleep... actually she ask me to go first but im still stuck infront of the computer waiting for me to go.. she seems restless because shes sleepy.. so i asked her to go first... i guess i will go and have my break at 2am or mayb 2++am!! ok got to go... wanna read magazines!! take care..see ya~

end time: 1.30am!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

time: 5.am
location: work
doing: nothing!!
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its my second day of my night shift.. i got two more nights to go. to tell u the truth i dun really like night shifts but im doing it for the money...

i was starring at the wall lizard since 2am just now.. it didnt move at all.... so i decided to play facebook at 2.30am.. when i look back the lizard is gone!! i can be anywhere!! oh my god!! im very paranoid!! i hate them!!

was helping annalyn on her CQI project just now from 11pm onwards.. it was her first time doing it.. so i try to help her out.. end up i do it all for her... all she need to do is just present on friday!! i guess i got no patience.. thats why i just do it myself so that can finish faster!! now its all done and ready to present!!

my manager sister lee lai meng scolded me just now morning for the most stupidest thing ever!!
she scolded me like hell... she sounds as if all of us is all so useless!! the reason why she scold me because of 3 things.

1. never off the light.
2. never put the ladder in the room.
3. never turn the dirty linen trolley the other way round.

what the heck! stupid reason.. this things u can just easily tell me nicely and i will do it.... shesh!! on my way back i was hoping she resign!!

went to foot care limb centre yesterday morning after night shift.. mcm yer yer arh.. i said today is my appt but u all never write the time so i come now as i just finish night shift... if afternoon i dun want to come arh! then the clerk told me ur appt is tmr.. not today.. when i see my appt card... alamak! 27 jan lar!! malu seh!!! abeh konon nak cover up so i add arh... but u all still never give me the time.. i still wants it to be morning! chey cover up seh!! but at last i got it.. its today at 8.20am!!

kamsina was telling me just nw that she was very angry with me for i take leave on sunday. the protocol is that u are not suppose to take leave on sunday!! i didnt know that!!! how should i knoe!! im not the human resource manager!! stupid... tmr sure get scolding from sister lee again!! aaarrrggghhh!!!

now is 5.10am and annalyn just went to take a nap.. so im all alone in the ward with 2 security guard and 2 patients.. oklar ader security guard so not so scared!!

trying to booked chalet over the weekend tapi tak tau macam maner nak booked!! i want the 2 storey nyer.. is it at axs machine? but fadli said its all fully booked!! when i asked him how u know its fully booked?? he said all date red kaler!! hmph! ingatkan nak marah dier.. kadang kadang dier macam yer yer jer main ckp fully booked!! but now he make sense arh!! fadli said its too late already.. yeah i think so too!!

all i want in like right now is to get married and have a baby... i want to let my mum have a grandchildren!! she told me that she really wants a grandchildren.. who doesnt!! babies is so adorable!!
i trying my best not to let my mum so worried and stress abt my wedding preparation... thats the reason why if i have problem i turn to nura instead... i dun want her to worry and stress over my wedding preparation!! i want her to get rest! i told my mum the night before my nikah and sanding i make sure she sleep! i dun her to overwork herself. because when she overwork herself she gets sick! i still need her ard! thats the reason why im taking control of my wedding preparation.. so far everything under control!! thanks to nura alot!! she really really help me alot!!

ok now is like 5.20am and im like suppose to take patients parameters. but my butt was like telling me to be lazy!! and my mind is like so tired and confused and also like happy as going home soon!! and im like oh man when is this annalyn coming out from her sleep!! hahaha... i so sound like atikah!!! cute right!!

ok off soon... write again tmr night!! see ya!

end time: 5.20am

Monday, January 25, 2010

time: 5.20am
location: work
doing: just finish taking patients parameters.
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yessa!~ its alreay 5.20am!! going home soon!!! anyway something funny happens just now..

i was taking one of my patients parameters.. so while waiting for the dynamap machine to read out the blood pressure of the patient, my eyes decided to look around the room. this is wat i discover....

it was a malay uncle... ard i think 40+ years old... beside the bed.. there was a praying mat (sejadah), then my eye continue looking and on top of the cupboard there was a songkok..(mcm pak haji nyer songkok)... i was thinking to myself.. ohh.. pakcik nie ok jugak eh.. sembayang semua... the dynamap still not reading the blood pressure.. so i still continue look ard... then suddenly something caught my eye... at the holder of the cupboard theres is A STACK OF 4D PAPER!!! u knoe the red kaler 4D paper they use to shade on it..!!! i wanted to laugh.. but i just kept quiet as i didnt want to wake him up!! kecoh per.... ader sejadah and songkok.. tapi ader 4D paper!! kelakar betol arh melayu kiter nie!! hehehe,...

ook better go now as i need to key in patients blood pressure in the system!!! see ya!!

Time off: 5.25am...
Time: 12.25am
Location: Work
Doing: Eating bread while updating blog.
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AARRGGHH!!! NIGHT SHIFTS!!! oh my... now im back to ward 76 and im doing night shifts... 4 days of night shifts!! oh my god!! i dunno how im going to survive this 4 nights.... well at least im out of ward 71.. its not that i dun like to be in ward 71 but its just that i dun really get long well with those girls there... and also the way the work and also the system there is way different from us.. i got myself all confused when im there in 71.. but i just so happy to be back here... allhamdulilah!!

Fadli just show me his payslip via 3G... hmmm.. not so bad... 82 hours of OT.. but ok lar allhamdulilah dapat duit daripada tak dapat terus!!

30 January: YAHOO!!!! cant wait to go out with fadli!! he going to buy stuff for my wedding hantaran!! he was asking me wat i want to buy... and im lost.. its the first time he is asking me... im so happy!! and i said i wanted to buy bag, wallet and makeup.. and he said wah! so expensive.. so many things buy for wat!! we marry december not june!! HMPH!!! then for wat he ask me want to buy wat if at last he said its so expensive right!! sometimes i think he doesnt use his brains!! i really do!!

i want to go batam!!! i saw raja's pictures in facebook.. she went batam and she look so happy.!! i want to go!!!! puhlease!!!

i really dun know wat to go from now till 5.30am... because i really got nothing to do!! like the saying makan gaji buta!! hehehe.. tomorrow i need to get something for me to do for my night shift!!!

to mama: thanks for reading.... i promise i will put up the communication board k... if lia help me lar.. actually i really dun knoe how to do it!!

till then take care!!!

End time: 12.40am.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Starting it all back...

hey there... im starting it all back from square 1...

ok.. so here it goes... was asked by nura to see atikah's blog for some pics then was hooked.. and kept reading her entries. then went over to korekaraminade.. suck there and read her entries too.. interesting and decide to blog for myself.. and taaadaaa!!! here i am!!! hahaha..

actually this is my 3rd blogspot already.. the first one i guess i had when i was 18 years old... (hmmm!)... then change when i was 20 years old.. and now i am 23 years old.... WOW!! great!!

ok... 2010!! hmmm.. the year i've been waiting for.. well.. hmmm... hahaha... the year im getting married.. well.. interesting and excited... but havent felt nervous yet.. mayb soon... hahaha..

2nd & 3rd January 2010:

Me and Fadli attend kursus rumah tangga... for 2 days and long hours!!! as ussual attire: menutup aurat..so i wore tudung.. and the moment fadli saw me.. he laugh.. so i guess i sure look funny... fadli said i look like maid indonesia!! hahaha.. i agree with him..

1st day:
Woke up at 8am and was very late!!! suppose to report at 8.15am!! faster take tudung.. never shower seh!! fadli also late.. but he shower arh!! 17 couple attended the kursus... Freaking long hours!! from 9am to 7pm!!! alamak.. my buttock all numb already!!

2nd day:
had really fun on the 2nd day... because the guys really open up.. and they became friends already... and we had the best topic.. kejujuran and sex... they are very active at this two topics..

Teacher: Kalau awak nampak hp kat lantai.. aper awak buat?
Guy: Saya angkat tu hp arh.
Teacher: Lepas tu aper awak buat ngan hp tu?
Guy: Saya check model hp tu... kalau hp baik nyer model saya off hp yang saya jumper tu.
Teacher: Kalau hp tu koprak.. apa awak buat pulak?
Guy: Saya letak balik kat lantai tu.
(Everybody starting to laugh)
Teacher: Ok kalau awak ternampak iphone.. tolong jelaskan saya apa tingkah laku awak seterusnyer?
Guy: Saya angkat iphone tu. Off hp. Keluar kan simcard dier. Masok kan simcard saya. On kan balik. Abeh mcm biaser pakai ler.
Teacher: Bukan ker nama tu mencuri?
Guy: Bukan aper cikgu... nama nyer bukan mencuri.. nama nyer rezeki... saya yang jumper saya nyer rezeki lar.. kan orang orang tua cakap rezeki takleh di tolak.
Teacher: Kalau awak nampak hp tu kat shopping centre.. adakah awak akan bagikan hp tu pada kaunter lost and found?
Guy: Sama jugak.. Orang tu lost dan saya yang found jadik milik saya lar tu...
Teacher gives up!!!

ADOI!!! Penat seh ketawa... actually u are suppose to call back the owner of the hp.. if there is any number in the contact book.. if not.. u can keep it for 1 year but if still cannot get the owner after 1 year then its up to u whether u want to use it or not.

another example.. the teacher call 3 guys up infront.. guy A (the same guy the teacher asked abt the hp thingy), guys B and guy C.

Teacher : Ok Guy C. Awak percaya dalam hantu?
Guy C: Ishe cikgu tentu lah saya percaya.
Teacher: OK mata dier kaler aper?
Guy C: Mata dier kaler merah.
Teacher: Dari macam dan macam mana awak tau mata dier merah?
Guy C: Dari Buku.
Teacher: Buku aper?
Guy C: BUKU HANTU LAR!!!
(everyone laughing)

Teacher: ok Guy B. Awak percaya dalam hantu?
Guy B: Yer.
Teacher: Mata dier kaler aper?
Guy B: Kaler hijau.
Teacher: Macam mana awak tau mata dier hijau?
Guy B: Kan nama nyer dah zaman modern. kalau manusia leh pakai contact lens, hantu pon boleh pakai.

Teacher: Ok guy C. Pernah nampak hantu?
Guy C: Pernah!
Teacher: Kaler aper pulak mata hantu yang awak nampak tu?
Guy C: Kaler biru cikgu!
Teacher: Aik dari mana awak tau mata dier biru?
Guy C: Saya nampak lar cikgu.
Teacher: Nampak dari mana?
Guy C: Dari Movie.
Teacher: Movie aper?
Guy C: Movie TWILIGHT!!!

YA ALLAH!! the teacher face change to red already seh...

hahaha.. so finish our class for the 2nd day at 4pm.. and we got our kursus rumahtangga CERTIFICATE.. as the guys say... cert halal dorang!! hahahahahaha... next stop ROMM!! 150 days before marriage day.. hehehe.. ok gonna mit up fadli.. blog again some other time!! see ya!!!

Signing off: Ila